WHO IS EVE?
This photography project is titled "Killing Eve" for several reasons. While the biblical Eve symbolizes the maternal, she is also the second woman created by God—after Lilith. Lilith, the first, refused to submit to Adam and, in her defiance, incurred God’s wrath. She was transformed into a succubus, a temptress of men—chaos, seduction, and ungodliness personified.
To me, Eve represents my fear of living without restraint, without apology, and the strength it takes to stand before judgment, much like Lilith.
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​This project compels me to confront that fear head-on. Next year, I turn 50, and there’s an expectation that a woman of this age should suddenly become fearless, unapologetic—imbued with a newfound empowerment.
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She is meant to float through life, untouched by its sorrows, wise beyond measure and impervious to its trials. This expectation is not only absurd but deeply unfair. Every one of us is terrified—grappling for acceptance, searching for connection, battling our inner demons. This is the raw, unfiltered essence of art. It is heartbreak, rage, fear, sorrow, and lust.
So, I choose to lay it all bare for you to witness—every dark thought, every fear, every demon. To embrace Lilith—to step into the chaos, the seduction, and the darker aspects of ourselves that we too often hide.
About - The Model. The Artist. The Woman
My name is Robin Fowler
I have always been drawn to exotic lands and high risk adventures. Unfortunately, that involved drugs and alcohol. Like any addict, it was to hide a desperate and all encompassing sadness. When things got dark. I realized I had two choices: make a drastic change or end up dead or in prison. I joined the Marine Corps and felt a belonging I never had and a self reliance that had always eluded me.
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After my service, I desperately did everything to regain that dignity. This encompassed extreme sports involving horses, motorcycles, hang gliders and parachutes. The more dangerous and the extreme the better. The sad truth is that these pursuits were to hide the extreme worthlessness that plagued my entire life. This art forces me to look at myself and see the beauty of my humanness.